Flash Forward to Success?

The constant flashes of lights, the dry throat from talking. I never realized being famous would be so tiring. My new song sky rocketed two days ago. Now, I cant even spend an afternoon with my friends in peace. I'm not going to lie, the attention, the fame I really do love it, but there is a line, and I'm afraid it will be crossed. Because my fame happened so fast, I understand that people will be curious about who I am, the new girl what's she like? And the pictures, oh the pictures. Now I guess I'll always have to look good now, haha. I never once believed that I would ever been on pages from Us Weekly, or the Toronto Star, and it's exhilarating but also surprisingly annoying. I once heard Halle Berry say that stars can't sound like cry babies, and that is partly what I'm afraid of. This new fame, everyone thinks I'm the luckiest person in the world, I have no problems, but what if I do? Can I voice them with about being whinny? Or do I want my private life private? Do I have a choice? I just hope I'll be able to some what control what goes into the tabloids. I am a regular person just like everyone else, I have my rights to privacy as well. But then again the paparazzi also have the right to take the pictures, it's our job. The line dividing us is blurred because I really cant live without the paps and they can't survive without me.

My friends and family have all been really supportive, they realize that their lives will also be under watch, but they agreed it was worth it for my happiness. I'm so grateful for their support, and i want to embrace my new life, but I can't help but wonder if the fame is worth it all. The money is great, but I've always been a shy person. I don't know if i can let all these people invade my life. Then it brings up all my insecurities. Will i live up to the fans or critics expectations? The pressure is mounting, and I finally feel for all the celebrities i grew up to love. Their life isn't all perfect. You have to live like them to get an idea of what they go through.
This fame and my single is a blessing, I can not deny that, many would love to be in my shoes right now. I guess I will just have to suck it up and shut up. Being famous or of any high status always comes with a high price I'm realizing. I'm going to make new friends, afford a beautiful help and be know to most. It's not all that bad. I just have to cross my T's and dot my I's. I'll try to believe that this is all for the best, and hope it won't all be destroyed as fast as it started.
Sincerely,

Fast Fame.